its hard.

im living life in such a blur.

the littlest things seem to depress me.....

i feel so distant and left out of everything, and i can never find what to say, talk about, or joke about anymore..

i guess there was just one too many insults on my part..

i thought this would fade away eventually, but it wont.

and what sucks is...


i cant cry.

i just cant.
i was hoping it would make me feel a little better, but im unable to, im just blah.
im sad.
mad.
jealous.
everything!

but im unable to cry.