Blogger's Challenge

"How do you know when you deeply care about someone?"

When I layed my eyes apon that question, I started to overthink it, trying to come up with something amazing and full of wisdom, but I had to stop myself.

Something like this can't be explained that easy.

I think that when I see something through the simplicity of the child mentality still in me, I will see it through eyes of something more pure. Caring isn't just having compassion for friends or family. I believe the true care is when you have such a being come over you to do something for someone that you barely or don't even know, no matter the consequences.

Care can be abundant in friends and family also.

I think that it comes in many ways, whether it is seeing them alone and upset and you go to talk to them, or just thinking of someone, without even telling them.

Certain things inspire me to think of friends...

If I hear a song or see something that one of my friends likes or reminds me of them, I begin to think of that person. That moment was put there for a reason. If that song/ object was never there, my life wouldn't be impacted for that point in time. It's all one giant connection, and who knows, maybe that person desperately needed someone at that moment, and you could have been one of them. Sometimes when you get that ping of joy through a bit of sadness, I believe someone is thinking of you in that moment, caring for your well-being.

Care comes in many different forms and ways, There is many more that could be listed, but there is a need not to.

Maybe sometimes, we will learn for ourselves.

That ability is such a beautiful thing to have, so take part in it.
Just be free and let fate guide you to such a powerful care and compassion for others, that you don't even realize your taking part in.

That is what makes the spontanious care the most relevant in my life, rather than know you are caring, the ones you aren't aware of is most powerful, since it is coming to your second nature.

OHMYGAWSH....

HOW DO YOU GET YOUR PLAYLIST ON BLOGGER???
Rawrs.
Im usually good at this kind of stuff, but its being extra homosexual.

Any help?

I Didn't Make it.....

i never make it.

the words, "im sorry, tryout next time around, you will make it!" echoes in my ear everytime i do something.

im sick of it.

These tears flowing as im typing this doesnt even do this justice.
There is no point anymore.

I try.
I fail.
end of story.

Thats all im EVER gonna hear!!!!!!!!!
So why even bother anymore?

I have come to a simple conclusion:


i dont have a place in this world.

Horoscope:

Today an intellectual connection could spark some romantic feelings -- be careful.



this scares me.

Wowzers

Lately i have been told by many people that im good with advice, wise, insightful, ect.

I never really noticed.

But hey, im not gonna complain!

I love helping people, and im not stoping anytime soon!



It feels great when other poeple get at least some comfort from me.



I think i use my own troubles to help others.



Maybe this is pointing me towards my meaning?

IDK.



till then, ill keep doing what i have been doing and hope for the best.



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