undead

Rules:
1. Put your music library on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. You must write that song title as the answer to the question, no matter how silly it sounds! Most of the time they seem to work though, strangely enough.
4. Ok, go!

1) IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY" YOU SAY?
She Thinks My Tractors Sexy- Kenny Chesney

2)WHAT WOULD BEST DESCRIBE YOUR PERSONALITY?
First time- Lifehouse

3) WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
Always- Blink 182

4)HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
La Vie Boheme- RENT

5) WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
Woah Oh (Me vs Everyone)- Forever the Sickest Kids

6) WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
Somethings Gotta Give- LeAnn Rimes

7) WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR PARENTS?
It Ends tonight- The All-American Rejects

8) WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
Everytime i look for you- Blink 182

9) WHAT IS 2+2?
Can't Get Away- Rush of Fools

10) WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
Psychosocial- Slipknot

11) WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
I'm feeling you- Michelle Branch

12) WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
We all- Rush of Fools

13) WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
White Horse- Taylor Swift

14) WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Camisado- Panic at the Disco

15) WHAT DO YOU PARENTS THINK ABOUT YOU?
Vindicated- Dashboard Confessional

16) WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
Stay together for the kids- Blink 182

17) WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
Southern Weather- The Almost

18) WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
I'm Like a Lawyer- Fall Out Boy

19) WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
I Hate Everything About You- Three Days Grace

20) WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
Catastrophe- Forever the Sickest Kids

21) WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
Undead- Hollywood Undead

What has been bothering me.

Since people have been asking and noticing... i might as well reveal something very..... bad. about my life.

One simple thing:
Misstreatment sucks.

I have spent years in the shadows of others, put down by cold stares and hurtful words.
Constantly bullied and harrased. its something that i will never forget.
There is a new blog of mine.... check it out:

http://the-secrets-of-a-tiger.blogspot.com/

Be Prepared.

GoogleSearch

"Rules": Google your name plus the following and pick one of the first couple of hits…Remember to put quotes around your name and the word after it.

"Toni wants" to please YOU! {it came with a 'beautiful brunette' before it too.}

"Toni needs" to do a Live Concert DVD which would potentially be a 5 star best seller

"Toni is" a small town girl with big city dreams of moving to Las Vegas to explore the possibilities of becoming a professional model or actress

"Toni does" **THOSE** PARTIES!

"Toni looks" so Beautiful

"Toni likes" to sing the Barney Song while killing people

"Toni says" FU to the Emmy's.

"Toni can't" Hit The Side Of A Barn

"Toni hates" red-socked walkers

"Toni loves" German women, beer.

Yes, these actually came up when I Googled "Toni __"

Unhealthy but lovely

I have an obsession with Blink 182.!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i was discussing this today with Whitney S in World Geo.
I can name alot of their songs and probably sing along with most of them :D
These 3 men have changed my life in many ways, and i have also grown up with their music playing in my head and on every playlist i have owned.
I cried when they broke up.
I cried when they got together.
And i promise you.... i will see them live one day and see them in person. I dont care how old i will be.
When Travis almost died i realizied that they need to be appreciated for the music they have made for us.!

Its beautiful(:
Better than Sex....
HAHAHAHA



Yeah, alot of people have made fun of me for it and tell me im crazy cause they are "crap"
but idc.
if they dont like it....

They can just stop listening.

Paste and Copy....wait....That's not right!

1.WERE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE? My mom's best friend that was murdered {first name}, the wife of John Walsh {middle name}, and some old dead dude in my family {last name}
2. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU CRIED? Saturday night
3. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING? Yeah, until i look at it a second time and think, "WHAT RUBBiSH.!"
4. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE LUNCH MEAT? Hillshire Farms {GO MEAT!} just cause of the commercials
5. DO YOU HAVE KIDS? Yeah, 15. They are all living in Cambodia with their Papa
6. IF YOU WERE ANOTHER PERSON, WOULD YOU BE FRIENDS WITH YOU? Who says im not friends with myself already.?
7. DO YOU USE SARCASM? All the time, get over it. {was that sarcasm or not.? DUNDUNDUN.!}
8. DO YOU STILL HAVE YOUR TONSILS? Nopeee.
9. WOULD YOU BUNGEE JUMP? No, only because im scared ill bounce back and hit my head, or the cord will break. {i would skydive thoughh.!!!}
10. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE CEREAL? Count Chocula {sp.?}
11. DO YOU UNTIE YOURSHOES WHEN YOU TAKE THEM OFF? Nope... im too cool for Laces
WHERE IS 12?
13. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE ICE CREAM? Mint Chocolate Chip, or Double Chocolate Chip {with homemade brownie peices in it :D}
14. WHAT IS THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUT PEOPLE? The first distinct thing that jumps out at me {not a sexual reference}
15. RED OR PINK? Pink(:
16. WHAT IS YOUR LEAST FAVORITE THING ABOUT YOURSELF? Never deciding on ANYTHiNG and regretting everything i do {the littlest things too.!}
17. WHO DO YOU MISS THE MOST? Simplicity and Acceptance
18. DO YOU WANT EVERYONE TO COMPLETE THIS LIST? They already did
19. WHAT COLOR PANTS AND SHOES ARE YOU WEARING? Oversized PJ pants with stars on it, and socks that match.!
~HEY NUMBER 20 IS MISSING!!!~
21. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO RIGHT NOW? The lovely lyrics of Blink 182, what else.?
22. IF YOU WERE A CRAYON, WHAT COLOR WOULD YOU BE? PSHHH, i am a crayon.!
23. FAVORITE SMELLS? Bacon.!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! {or vanilla.... :D}
24. WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE? i dont remember
25. DO YOU LIKE THE PERSON WHO SENT THIS TO YOU? If i didnt, i wouldnt be taking this.! They is my buddie(:
26. FAVORITE SPORTS TO WATCH? DSRL.!
27.HAIR COLOR? Brownish blondish.
28. EYE COLOR? Blue/green
29. DO YOU WEAR CONTACTS? 20/20 babyyy.!!!!!
30.FAVORITE FOOD? Chinease :D {yummyyy.!!!} or grilled steak, taters, and salad...mmhhmm.! {btw, i accidently deleted the question, so i hope its right.!}
31. SCARY MOVIES OR HAPPY ENDINGS? Scary movies all the wayyyy.!!!!!!!!!!!!
32. LAST MOVIE YOU WATCHED? Some movie about some sadistic possessed guy on IFC {great movies on that channel}
33. WHAT COLOR SHIRT ARE YOU WEARING? White
34. SUMMER OR WINTER? Summer. :D {just cause we aren't trapped inside the evil facility of toture passed off by the name of "School"}
35. HUGS OR KISSES? Hugs from friends, Kisses from sexyy boys :D {JK.!}
36 is gone ,too!
37. MOST LIKELY TO RESPOND? idk. im the last one to do it {i think}
38. LEAST LIKELY TO RESPOND? idk again, i am extremely lazy, so nobody else has an excuse.
39. WHAT BOOK ARE YOU READING NOW? Since it's High School, i have time for no other books besides those assigned to me.
40. WHAT IS ON YOUR MOUSE PAD? Taz :D gotta love him.! He was cool before ADHD meds were prescribed (:
41. WHAT DID YOU WATCH ON TV LAST NIGHT? A Movie, and some other stuff i dont remember
42. FAVORITE SOUND(S). Smoothies being made cause i love smoothies :D {been craving a strawberry banana one all week..!!!!!}, running water {unless i need to pee}, strumming of an acoustic guitar, a catchy song when mad or sad(:
43. ROLLING STONES OR BEATLES? Neither. And the Beatles make me think of the bug... yuck.
44. WHAT IS THE FARTHEST YOU HAVE BEEN FROM HOME? left texas once to drive bro halfway to his dads in Alabama
45. DO YOU HAVE A SPECIAL TALENT? i don't concider anything really that special. Because every little thing that is done in this world is possible by someone else, and has been done or going to be done.
46. WHERE WERE YOU BORN? Dallas
47. WHOSE ANSWERS ARE YOU LOOKING FORWARD TO GETTING BACK? IDK. Haha



{i shouldn't have stole this from Chris, alot of numbers are missing.!!!}

Breathe into me- Red

Kinda explains what i have been through in the past, and how GOD and my friends have gotten me out of the mud.

And this is how it feels when I ignore the words you spoke to me
And this is where I lose myself when I keep running away from you
And this is who I am when, when I don't know myself anymore
And this is what I choose when it's all left up to me



Breathe your life into me
I can feel you
I'm falling, falling faster
Breathe your life into meI still need you
I'm falling, falling
Breathe into me
Breathe into me



And this is how it looks when I am standing on the edge
And this is how I break apart when I finally hit the ground
And this is how it hurts when I pretend I don't feel any pain
And this is how I disappear when I throw myself away



Breathe your life into me
I can feel you
I'm falling, falling faster
Breathe your life into me
I still need you
I'm falling, falling
Breathe into me
Breathe into me
Breathe into me
Breathe into me

Breathe your life into me
I can feel you
I'm falling, falling faster
Breathe your life into me
I still need you
I'm falling, falling
Breathe into me
Breathe your life into me!
I'm falling, falling faster
Breathe your life into me!
falling, falling, falling
Breathe into me
Breathe into me
Breathe into me
Breathe into me



haha. looks weird as lyrics, but you should listen to the song.

i amuse myself at times

i totally created a "toni day" on facebook.
i might as well inform yall :D

On friday, you have to come up to me and Scream, hug, diss, kiss {restrain yourself though}, or anything.!!!! be creative and i wanna see how many people do it(:

Long story short....

i'm left out
and pissed off.

BLOGGiNG CHALLENGE

Kimmy: haha i know you hate the nickname, but i couldnt resist. Dude, you have been kind of my stronghold through alot in the past, yes, you do get annoyed at my guy drama {its decreasing.!} And what can i say... their testosterone gets to me.!!!! Anyway, all those days and nights of IMing and texting for hours until you or I get kicked off for different reasons, means alot to me. Its good knowing there is someone there that i can talk to in times of need or when im bored to no end.! (: LoL. You have such an open mind and i think thats what keeps our ideas close together somehow. You are the only other person on God's Green Earth i've told about that "idea" we both share. And one day..... we should say it loud and clear.!!!! I'm not scared to reach any height with you.! {dude, we are sooooo going skydiving.! as long as my parachute dont break} and yet, im conforted with the fact it might, because if it does i know you will make sure im safe.! your like a sister to me and i wouldnt change it for anything. Thank you for not letting past conflicts get in our way of this awesome friendship(:

Jennay: Bro........ these past few years have been rocky ones. I do remember getting to know you for the first time in 5th grade when you always wore that reese's shirt and was the fellow library worker {you were SOOOO mean to me then.! you actually kinda scared me, to tell the truth} Always takin the computer and totally makin me shelf books:( Ohh.... and dont forget those quest bus rides where we prayed for traffic.!!! LoL. We kinda dissconnected throughout the past years, but in 8th grade it began to grow back.... Anyway, your totally awesome and i would take your AiDS anyday.!!!!

Bryan {A.K.A. melee master.!}: haha. those times since 3rd grade are soooo crazyyy....... i dont wanna mention the bad things... lol. but i certainly loved those birthday parties.!!! :D you would ALWAYS beat me in Super Smash Brothers Melee. {psh.... scratch that, i totally let YOU win.!} Between the duck story and the times in quest fighting over your binder and if you liked fat cathy or not.... it was all fun(: 7th grade we completely stopped talking and stuff, but after that, we reconnected in 8th grade during the musical. Well, your an awesome guy and a great friend/ musician.!!!! :D {and sadly, a good tickler, DARN YOUUU.!}

Cookie: OMG, woman, you and kim are tied for AMAZiNG. :D you have been there for me through alot of drama, and you didnt judge me for my looks or my bad moods, just my personality. You made the triangular trade come to be, and you made my day with your cat noises :P You made me feel welcome to the group along with everyone else. You made me appreciate good things in life {like the color black, for instance}. LoL. and now i know how i should appreciate the schools cookies(: HeeHee.

Kyle/TripleThreat: BOY, you are good at EVERYTHiNGGGGGGGG. idk how you do it... but whatever your eatin, i should have some.! I met you in 8th grade, along with the group. There was lots of drama, but it was fun talkin to ya in the triangular trade in coach butterfly's class and during the plays.

DOM: Omg, my little TALL indian friend:D you are a literary genious, although you hate mrs. Bailey. haha. you dont know it, but everyday in english when you say, "TONiiiii" and open your arms for a hug, it makes my day(: i have only met you this year, and have had to give you lots of advice and you given me my fair share {that means i dont hate you.!} i will totally be here for you if you need a toni hug to get through english class :D cant wait to spend tha next 4 years with ya.!!

There is probably more people i am forgetting and will probably add later, but these people make me who i am today, and i will never forget them... there is a buttload more to say about each of them, but it would take so long i would only have stubs from typing so much :DD I love these people to death {although they may not love me so much at times :P} and they make me feel so greatful everyday, for making me a part of their group. Yes, most of the time i still feel like a complete newbiee and intruder of the group, but they reassure me im just as much of a part of it as they are. I love yall.!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! these next four years are gonna be awesome(: