Awww poo....

I found out i get to spend a majority of my Christmas Eve babysitting the son of Satan...... LOVELY.


i never do enough around here i guess. although i spend almost everyday babysitting against my will.

stupid step mother told me i need to do more.


IM ONLY 14!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SHE DOESNT REALIZE THAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!



ugh. i hope she has fun living out her childhood now. *ask and ill explain later*



RAWR.

Okay Bro.!

i have reached a new point in my life.

Last night, i cussed someone out. GUESS WHO.!

Josh Johnston.

yes. i totally cussed him out.!

But dude. i have my reasons!!!!

• He told me he never loved me.
• He said he FELT like he did. but didnt.
• He put me through alot of crap and guilt when i didnt say i loved him back at times, for nothing.
• He told me that one time he got really..... happy..... and wanted to show me. (Normally people would have drawn the line here. but i needed to hear more. i need more truth in my life, you know?)
• He told me that all he ever wanted from me was...........physical love. (Well folks, at this point i was boiling with anger.)

This boy brought out the BEAST in me (Dude... not the good kind!)

So i cussed that poor little mofo out. and i just crushed him and made him the little man that he truely is. He will suffer for all he has put girls through over the years. He will get his KARMA.

After a night of sleep after this, i was having a good day. [despite the 2 totally different plans to go to the movies failing.] And i did text Chris for a while, which made me feel better.

Then guess what.... That butthole (*Josh*) had the nerve to text me. and later on just letting it "slip" that he loves me?! Then covering it up by saying he meant to say it. [we were talkin abt my singing voice] He is trying to make me think he is sad and still loves me.

WHAT A RETARD!

he obviously doesnt know me anymore, i dont fall for that crap anymore. and if he EVER asks me to do anything nasty (i.e. reference me to doing porn when all i said is that i couldnt find my camera to film something!) EVER AGAIN i will get my daddy && I to go ALL THE WAYY to Forney and beat the crap over him! [or get him to run over the farttart with his truck]

***btw.... my dad doesnt know about this.***

haha. anyway. im pretty good now. it feels good to take a stand :D i am a changed person. for the better! (:

♥TONiTHETiGERR

p.s. Kim, if your reading this.... THE CANDY BRACELET YOU GAVE ME iS THA SHiZZ!

RAWRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR

A CERTAIN PERSON IN MY LIFE MAKES ME SO FURIOUS THAT I CANT TAKE IT ANYMORE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
[[IF YOU WANNA KNOW WHO AND WHY. JUST ASK. THEY MAY BE READING THISSS!!!!]]

Well Readers.

I am dearly sorry for the recent posts. I have had alot of drama in my life concerning this one.... boy. And i guess that i can now tell that yall dont enjoy it.

so i will stop writing about it.

I am NOT over it. but i will stop bringing it up and deal with it on my own....


from now on.

Happier Posts.
♥