Halloween parties are buttloads of fun

Wow.... check out kims blog to find out what went down there!!!

it was crazy. but i think i have learned alot from this though.

when i needed ppl the most, they were there. (even the simplest actions helped)

• I was freezing, and kim gave me her blanket.
• I was crying on the swings and cathy, julia, and laura came over and comforted me.
• Laura gave me Eric (Teddy) and her robe. (cold again)
• and chris was just there, comforting me the whole way, and vise verca.

i guess this makes you appreciate who you have :D

yay!

i wrote josh a letter. and it turned out really well. it feels good that it makes his spirits a little higher reading it.
(:

Hm.

Nothing really new to post abt.

im really excited for Friday (:
[but i wont look awesome... i didnt get to have my haircut!]

Hes....

Gone. Its kind of a numb feeling. i feel like he is just gonna come back from a friends house... but hes not coming back for three months, will be here for 2 weeks, then gone again. :/ its not like hes dead, but its just heartbreaking... at least my dad is starting to feel better.

It only takes time..

For Cathy!

My Costume!!!

my feet hurt!

today i went walkin around the WHOLE neighborhood with Whintnay! she is awesome...... some interesting stuff went down.

• We got called various bad things by some seventh graders! [i told them to go back to recess.... what nerve!!!]
• i wore my Drill stuff. and its all black so i look like im wearing a dress [a REALLY short dress!]
• Some guy was driving and went slow and looked cause he thought i was wearing no pants
  XD
• WHiTNEYS HOUSE iS AMAZiNGG!!!!
• Tiffani asked me abt josh. [she overheard his MOM talkin abt me at the game last night!!!] Tiffani is kewl now though (:
• I walked in the door and my little brother told me i look really pretty (:
• Its josh's last weekend here ):

Imma be a mess on monday b.c of josh.... [ily♥]

and the list above isnt in order btw.

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Awwwww....

Poor amber... i saw her crying today.. i hope she is okay. she is really nice and never hurts anyone. :/..... i wish i could help in some way.

Besides that. i feel kinda good right now. i totally vented on my to whom this may concern blog :D

I saw menshew today!!! he is still awesome!! :D
[and totally my neighbor!]

I cant wait till this weekend. i get my costume [gonna look AMAZiNGG] and my haircut!
(you-know-who is gonna DiE when he sees me!!)

Awesomeness.... here i come!!!

And also, me and cathy have been talkin more again...yay!!!

[we still on for Cali?]

Dry erase markers suck when they get on your pants!

And so does being single. i kinda miss havin a man you know? Breanna, who would say ALL THE TiME how she was gonna be single forever and is never gonna get a boy, is now the one havin all the guys beg at her feet for a chance to be with her. But also, she would say how i was the pretty one... that im gonna be the one lucky in love.

You can see how that turned out.
:/

Oh well... life goes on and wounds heal and all that such nonesence.

Anyway, i have pulled myself away from those certain ppl. if they want to talk to me... they will. Until then. Too bad! :D Im actually proud of myself. Im finally taking a stand in my life... (:

And i got new songs on my blogs. I will update them every few weeks. so you wont get too sick of them!!

[Jennay if you are reading this... sub to my other blog!!]
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Rawrz.

I gotta cold.
icky.
haha.
I feel good though. Yesterday i chatted with Jennay for a rele long time abt stuff. she is makin me feel alot better abt my very horrible situation. [although, not even solved... but im halfway there!]
She is friggin awesome! (:
(Her and Kim saved me from the...."person"..... and thank yall 4 that!)


Besides that, i got alot of my homework done and ive been listening to alot of Rent songs lately, and that always cheers me up. (As long as no one sees me dancing and singing along!!) Heehee.
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Well...

Ive been thinking about this new project... I am going to be taking a picture of myself for a month..

Pretty soon im gonna put up a link to it so you can see the updates...
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Ow.

I have a headache... again
Stupid ear infection.
Not much gonna happen today.
Im on friggin house arrest cause im sick.
Blah.

RAWRRRRRRRRR

i cant take this much longer!!!!!

• Kevin is still mean.
• The "person" is STiLL ignoring me
• Random ppl are calling me ugly now!
• Im believing im ugly

this never goes away does it...?

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Foam explosions are awesome!!!

Today i hung out with Breanna, Alex, and TEAM VCS [woo hoo!!!] This one dude Evan, totally made a bottle of foam art stuff EXPLODE!!!! it was awesome. and i took some and smeared it on Cullen- he didnt seem to mind too much. Josh is talking to me again :] *but now i think hes mad again... i will never win* that other person is still ignoring me... and that will be for a while. Oh well :[

And my blog is unlocked!! YAY!!!!

Well, thats abt it.

**TONiTHETiGERR**

p.s. i WANT A HAiRCUTT!!!!! ):

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You have GOT to be kidding me?!?!!??!?!?

my other blog got locked!!!! and i have to wait a long time b4 its unlocked....

this aint fair man.

blah.

[my project is still not done!!!!] :(

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Good News Folks!!

My headache is finally gone... and life is looking up for me finally. yay!!! but there is some downsides....

BAD

• [the person still wont talk to me.]
• And i need to do my project. [rawrs!]
• ALSO... im still frightened to talk to someone.

besides that... there is some ups!

GOOD

• My headache is gone!!! :D
• I got free silly foam!!!
• Kim might have her "get together"
• I actually had the guts to talk to another male in question.
• I made a grilled cheese....and DiDNT BURN iT!!!!
• I got music on my blogs!!

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Ugh.

Life is pretty sucky....

• ive got a migrane
• im scared to talk to someone i would talk to alot b4
• a joke went horribly wrong
• i feel bad....

When will this all end??

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Some Crazy Stuff Is About To Go Down....

I have another Blog too.
[got the idea from the awesometastic Kim]
check it out!!

http://to-whom-this-may-concern.blogspot.com/
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wow. :/

Posts have been beyond me lately. but some interesting things happened...

• Breanna and Josh went out for an hour or so [long story]
• There are sooo many guys wanting to do...unmentionable... things with her.
• I have the names of all my ex boyfriends on each toe.
• BREANNA iS FORCiNG ME TO ASK SOMEONE OUTT!! [I will not tell you who..]
• Today.. is going to be interesting.... :/

I need mental help. (:

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