Crazy, isnt exactly the right word...

Yeah, this weekend was PACKED.

Friday

• Drill Practice [had to wake up at 6 in the freaking morning!]
• I came to school in a dress and looked TOTALLY amazing. thank you :] (i ended up doing my hair 3 times during the day!)
• Came home, went outside for a bit, and saw that my friend [who shall not be named] had a picture of....man vegetables.... burned into his arm. what a dork :P
• I get dressed UBERR fast, and left for Memorial, and ate some Micky Dee's rele fast!
• Sat at the game, bored, and performed [we were AWESOMEE] Then later on met up with Kim, Chris, Blake, and some other pplz idk.
• Kim eventually came to her rightful place, with me!! but left moments later.
• I ended up gettin home at 10 or so. [with my legs covered in mud!--thanks Josh...]
• And then... i passed out :]

Saturday

• Hung out with one of my bestiess, Breanna. Cause i was bored and thought i wasnt goin to the movies after all. [it would have been weird with just me and Chris, no offence.]
• Eventually found out i AM going to the movies, this time with Kim, Breanna, Blake, and Chris [MUCHH better... :D]
• We saw The Dark Knight... very nice movie =) very...enjoyable. Although i went through a lifetime of emotions.
• By the time it was done me and Kim had to go to the bathroom... so we ran there... and came out [admiring the awesome tampon/maxi pad/ lip balm/lotion/everything else you can think of machine.]
• I explained Sprinkles to everyone, and then we all went home... it was pretty fun.

Sunday

• Homework
• DRAMA
• And MORE Homework!!

Not very interesting. But it was okay if you ask me.

♥

The BiG Day...

Tomorrow is freaking me out!!!

im sooo nervous abt alot of things.

-truth
-the game
-if ill look good in my dress [which i got from the one and only KATiE.]

golly gee....
♥♥♥

[not to mention...... IM BEiNG STALKEDDD!!!!!!!]

The poem... [or short story thing... whichever you prefer]

I stumbled across this poem virtually on my computer today.... its very depressing really.
I wrote this for a special someone a while back... its kind of a sweet sorrow if you ask me.
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We may not have a song but our Love is a song in itself

YOU are that number one hit that people will remember forever

And Your voice is the soft melody that lifts my heart

Your kind and heartfelt words spoken to me are the UNFORGETTABLE lyrics WAY beyond kareoke!

Everytime you say I Love You, its that high note that SO MANY try to hit

But most wont succeed

So you can call me your CRAZZY number one fan but i will be PROUD Of it!

But every tear shed. Or Crazyy, Sweet, or Awkward Moments experienced are just Obstacles or that amazing Inspiration to write or find that PERFECT song.

But when you do...

Its the most Beautiful Thing in the world.

On May 31, although I didnt know it then...

I FOUND IT

So with every verse sung-

I pray to God I will NEVER forget a lyric.

A day beyond boredom!

Today was as boring and bland as ever. it was kind of a daze... [besides the fact i explained to McFadin, Erika, and Whit what my "Sprinkles" thing means.]

OH MY GOSH.

We had this sub that did absolutely nothing in Biology.
So me, Erica G, Kelsey, Allie, and Whitney sat there, painted our nails, ate sour patch kids, talked, and texted ppl.

[and we got the answers from some smart kid]

but thats about the most interesting thing to happen.

[the drama is still going on.... sadly :/]

BEHiND ENEMY LiNES

This is a very scary place for sure.... me and josh have been fighting today constantly over his hypocritical attitude towards me. Heres a downplay....



*We loved each other

*He broke up with me because of the distance issue

*He gets a new girlfriend not even a WEEK later!

*I was under the impression that he cheated and yelled at him

*He breaks up with her and then i find out from his EX that they got back together 2 days later

*He tells me he doesnt love me and expects me to be okay

*Now that he thinks i have a CRUSH on someone, he "loves me" and im the bad guy here

*Instead of acting like an adult [we r teens, but its more mature] He leaves instead of talking it out.

Because of this one guy i have had my heart broken, and had more friends pissed at my attitude more than ever.... i hate it!! Seriously... i need to stay out of the war zone.

But i just cant

is it so bad to fight for what you love? and to think of yourself for once......?
****Why cant they be together?!?!?****

Starting out

If you don't already know me... my name is Toni [a.k.a. ChiChi, Chewy, Toniqua, Sprinkles, TONiTHETiGERR, Tinkerbell, weird chick.] I've got more nicknames than fingers on my right hand! And im actually really proud of that. I've got a bunch of awesometastic friends with too many inside jokes to count! [ex. Fetus Bacon!---im the proud creator of that one] Yes, ive been through a rough heartbreak that no one my age should go through, and still be struggling with. But i have a bunch of amazing people to stand at my side and deal with my crazy mood swings. I can be the kinda girl that you can either love or hate, it all depends on what mood im in :D. And i love pink... and bright colors. its what i do! and yeah... i can be weird, crazy, and MAJORLY hyper... but i guess thats what im loved for anyway.